two hundred and thirty one

I'm pretty much the only one working the day before New Years. The office is empty enough for me to stay focused. I'm getting stuff DONE!

(I need it. Badly. I'm so behind it hurts.)

two hundred and thirty

What if all I need is right here. Next to me, around me and inside?

two hundred and twenty nine

It's cold. Inside and out.

White noise.

two hundred and twenty eight

Pondering situation, psyche, emotions and ambition.

Who do I want to be? Who am I able to be?

two hundred and twenty five

A one piece sweat suit was an excellent Christmas gift!

I look ridiculous, but comfy.

two hundred and twenty three

Trying to cheer up a very colorless being into colorful christmas cheer... Not really making it happen.

two hundred and twenty two

So... I haven't been keeping this up properly.

It's one of many things I haven't done lately.

No. It's not one of my best Decembers.

two hundred and nine

I think I gave this up a little due to lack of camera.

Iphone will have to do I guess, but it takes some of what I wanted with this away...

I'm out and about. Working I guess...

one hundred and ninety eight

I'm cold.
Work people squabbling over my head about what they've told me to do. Counting hours from two years back to shut them up.

one hundred and ninety seven

I can get a halo from the lamp in my own ceiling at home too.
Working my ass off.
Photo taken by webcam close to midnight.
I'll show them...

one hundred and ninety six

My fatigue is starting to worry me. What am I not getting? Looking at health store food supplement options.

one hundred and ninety two

In Stockholm, giggling in the museum of royal history. Trying on a crown. Heavy. Mini vacations can take the edge off things...

one hundred and ninety one

Best day in a very long time. Just me, my thoughts, warm water, fruit buffet and silence.

Japanese spa.

one hundred and ninety

Going to Stockholm for a mini vacation at my mum's. Very much needed.

one hundred and eighty nine

Went here and there feeling useful and inspired. Then I went home thinking I need to write this day down... and then I doubted myself again. Damnit.

one hundred and eighty eight

A few days have rushed past me in boredom, headache and the feeling of never ever doing enough.

one hundred and eighty seven

Working from café trying a new way to fool myself into efficiency.

Wearing new toque. A bit short. Like my patience...

one hundred and eighty five

Still angry at my regular camera. But it's a better day than yesterday at least.

one hundred and eighty four

Nope. It's bright and icy cold. I'm not.

one hundred and eighty three

Drained again. Autumn blues. Inadequacy. Pets for company.