two hundred and thirty four

So I cried.

It's not just me and others can take their part, but the breakdown in communications at work led to a big conflict contract important stuff that makes it hard to breath-meeting tomorrow. I can't wait to sort things out, but it hurts so bad I want to puke. Anxiety. The real kind.

two hundred and thirty three

It was a good new years eve. And when it's good I forget to take pictures. Now I'm cold, dark and filled with anxiety again. Back to normal? I hope not.

two hundred and thirty

What if all I need is right here. Next to me, around me and inside?

eightyeight

photo by Ulrika
Time to leave. I've knitted so much I have a knitter's tan!. The three fingers I fold in on my left hand are all pale...

eighty

I was going to take a photo of all I had to do. Berry picking, planning, working, balling yarn, playing with dog... And then all of a sudden - the day went dark and it's night time again!

Where did the day go?

Hopefully you'll get to see some berries tomorrow...

seventynine

A wonderful afternoon at a flea market with a friend.

It takes my worry away to play with new old buttons...

seventysix

Something of a stomach ache. Physical and psychological tummy trouble.

seventyfour

Last day of vacation is all about keeping my anxieties at bay, and focus on the handiwork. Knitting. Knitting. Knitting.

seventythree

A lot can be said about my crazy feet. I don't want to talk about them.

I walk around on wobbly, knobbly feet. Today is especially like that.

fortyseven

Still just worried. About everything and nothing. Crap.

fortysix

It was a nice and staged portrait. But then he decided I needed a kiss. I probably do, so this photo seems appropriate.

Plans are being made and things are sorted out, yet I have this gnawing worry in the pit of my stomach, and I can't even tell what's wrong...

fortythree

Green silk and pearls, and many, many purls. A day with a lot of sun an not enough done. Procrastination anxiety.

thirtynine

No. Happy clothes didn't help. Today everything is going wrong. Puking dog, broken plate, rain, headache, anxiety...