one hundred and thirty five

At a stand up show that was funny sometimes, but what a weird setup! I was entertained, but also very confused. Maybe I'm growing old? But we laughed at it all in the end.

one hundred and twenty eight

Odd day. I was a month early to a lecture (I'm sure the mail said 9, not 10!) and was then thrown off course all day. Ended with a restaurant dinner with friends which was nice, but I felt oddly out-of-place.

one hundred and twelve

It's finally dusk. I lectured today. I felt more comfortable telling others about what I do, than actually doing it. Weird. Felt as if I was lying about the whole thing, even though I wasn't.

ninetyeight

Lots to do and out in the world again. Feels good to get out of the house and feel useful, but I felt like an outsider in familiar settings. A very odd feeling.

sixtyfive

Pressure i don't need and opinions I don't share. Today it got to me when it didn't have to. I try to walk away from it...

fiftyeight

We saw the Liberty Bell and are still gobsmacked. Or we're just too tired to stay sane. I'm not sure which. A confusing day filled with good experiences and heavy emotional luggage. Oh joy.

We find ways to keep smiling together. Or rather: He keeps me smiling.

fiftyfour

Missing Rolff. Cuddling substitute dog Sweetie.