Showing posts with label insecure. Show all posts
Showing posts with label insecure. Show all posts

Monday, October 18, 2010

on hundred and fifty nine

At home, car, train, meeting, train, lecture, train, car, home. I feel like I'm faking the whole thing somehow.
"Hello, I'm not able to do all this! Glad you bought it, but can I quit now? Please?"

Saturday, July 24, 2010

seventythree


A lot can be said about my crazy feet. I don't want to talk about them.
I walk around on wobbly, knobbly feet. Today is especially like that.

Sunday, June 27, 2010

fortysix


It was a nice and staged portrait. But then he decided I needed a kiss. I probably do, so this photo seems appropriate.

Plans are being made and things are sorted out, yet I have this gnawing worry in the pit of my stomach, and I can't even tell what's wrong...

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

twentyeight


Rain ruined my hair - again.
Camera without batteries.
This is the Only shot of me taken today - and with my lousy phone.
Says nothing about a colleague's dissertaion, the late night celebrating his PhD degree or the mood it got me into. Well maybe a little - can you see that glint of inspiration in my tired eye?

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

twenty


Workday with no dog sitter. Dog tagging along means a lunch break walking. It was the best part of the day since the rest of it sucked. Didn't feel welcome at a meeting I was invited to. Didn't fit in to the project I'm a part of. Felt very small. Felt very misplaced. Very angry. I have a long way to go apparently...