Not exactly pessimistic or worried about work today. I feel I left some of the old me behind when today just left me overwhelmed with what I have to do, but still hopeful I'll manage it.

one hundred and eighty

Nope. I'm not sure I can deal with myself and my highs and lows. I'm driving myself crazy here people. I can't. I can. I can't. I can. Ad nauseam.