Lap dog.

New skirt. Happy clothes today!

New shawl.

Battling fatigue after a long period of insomnia. Knitting with my friend Ulrika feeling as well as can be expected.

Life is the best when there's love around!

A dear friend is visiting. She takes awesome photos. Of feet for example.

two hundred and fifty seven

Feelin' kind of cute and rockin' an old heirloom brooch today. Getting stuff done at an excruciatingly slow pace... but still! Getting there.

two hundred and fifty six

No. Got stuck in worry again. Damnit.

I don't have time for this crap. Where are the giggly bits of life?

two hundred and fifty five

I finally had my hair cut last week AND I'm wearing my newly finished shawl. It's a good day.

two hundred and forty nine

Tuesday. Tired.

I'll have to do this for another year to learn discipline...

two hundred and thirty four

So I cried.

It's not just me and others can take their part, but the breakdown in communications at work led to a big conflict contract important stuff that makes it hard to breath-meeting tomorrow. I can't wait to sort things out, but it hurts so bad I want to puke. Anxiety. The real kind.

two hundred and thirty three

It was a good new years eve. And when it's good I forget to take pictures. Now I'm cold, dark and filled with anxiety again. Back to normal? I hope not.

two hundred and thirty one

I'm pretty much the only one working the day before New Years. The office is empty enough for me to stay focused. I'm getting stuff DONE!

(I need it. Badly. I'm so behind it hurts.)

two hundred and thirty

What if all I need is right here. Next to me, around me and inside?

two hundred and twenty nine

It's cold. Inside and out.

White noise.

two hundred and twenty eight

Pondering situation, psyche, emotions and ambition.

Who do I want to be? Who am I able to be?

two hundred and twenty five

A one piece sweat suit was an excellent Christmas gift!

I look ridiculous, but comfy.

two hundred and twenty three

Trying to cheer up a very colorless being into colorful christmas cheer... Not really making it happen.

two hundred and twenty two

So... I haven't been keeping this up properly.

It's one of many things I haven't done lately.

No. It's not one of my best Decembers.

two hundred and nine

I think I gave this up a little due to lack of camera.

Iphone will have to do I guess, but it takes some of what I wanted with this away...

I'm out and about. Working I guess...