Friday, November 26, 2010

one hundred and ninety eight


I'm cold.
Work people squabbling over my head about what they've told me to do. Counting hours from two years back to shut them up.

Thursday, November 25, 2010

one hundred and ninety seven


I can get a halo from the lamp in my own ceiling at home too.
Working my ass off.
Photo taken by webcam close to midnight.
I'll show them...

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

one hundred and ninety six


My fatigue is starting to worry me. What am I not getting? Looking at health store food supplement options.

Saturday, November 20, 2010

one hundred and ninety two


In Stockholm, giggling in the museum of royal history. Trying on a crown. Heavy. Mini vacations can take the edge off things...

Friday, November 19, 2010

one hundred and ninety one


Best day in a very long time. Just me, my thoughts, warm water, fruit buffet and silence.
Japanese spa.

Thursday, November 18, 2010

one hundred and ninety

Going to Stockholm for a mini vacation at my mum's. Very much needed.

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

one hundred and eighty nine

Went here and there feeling useful and inspired. Then I went home thinking I need to write this day down... and then I doubted myself again. Damnit.

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

one hundred and eighty eight

A few days have rushed past me in boredom, headache and the feeling of never ever doing enough.

Monday, November 15, 2010

one hundred and eighty seven


Working from café trying a new way to fool myself into efficiency.
Wearing new toque. A bit short. Like my patience...

Saturday, November 13, 2010

one hundred and eighty five


Still angry at my regular camera. But it's a better day than yesterday at least.

Friday, November 12, 2010

one hundred and eighty four


Nope. It's bright and icy cold. I'm not.

Thursday, November 11, 2010

one hundred and eighty three


Drained again. Autumn blues. Inadequacy. Pets for company.

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

one hundred and eighty two


Visiting the home of a colleague and idol far away. On an island. Somewhere else.
Inspiration is creeping under my skin just by being here.
(And no I'm not IN this photo, but there's a lot of a me I miss in a messy box of water color)

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

one hundred and eighty one


I lectured. I felt good. It went away. I lost it.

Monday, November 8, 2010

one hundred and eighty


Nope. I'm not sure I can deal with myself and my highs and lows. I'm driving myself crazy here people. I can't. I can. I can't. I can. Ad nauseam.

Sunday, November 7, 2010

one hundred and seventy nine


There's a roller coaster in my head and I simply cannot keep up now and then.

Saturday, November 6, 2010

one hundred and seventy eight


Weekend. Should mean I get to do what I want to do.
It means sleep. More sleep.

Friday, November 5, 2010

one hundred and seventy seven

I acted sane at work all day. Nothing makes me feel more insane than realizing all my sane actions are fake.

Thursday, November 4, 2010

one hundred and seventy six

A nothing kind of day. Did almost nothing. Worried about almost everything.

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

one hundred and seventy five


Many things are good. I need to remember that.
Still oddly drained of energy.

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

one hundred and seventy four


It wasn't a good day workwise. Don''t let the frantic smile fool ya... But I got my camera back, so I can show you the new paint color in our dining room (compare here). I had a friend come over and we felt close again after a little... uncomfortable-ness. That's good.

Monday, November 1, 2010

one hundred and seventy three


It's one of those days. It works because it has to, but I'm not doing anything by choice.